Feeling down

I’ve been TTC for what feels like a lifetime (7yrs) and this cycle I’m feeling extremely down and just flat out defeated. I have PCOS and have been managing it I have a 35 day cycle at the moment and I would love to get my BFP at the end of this. I’ve been using ovulation test , started a new supplement, I have been consistent this month and on paper everything is “good” my LH have been graduating becoming more darker, putting my legs up after hubby and I BD , doing my daily logs and CM checks. I’m just so scared to see yet another BFN 😔 but until then Baby dust to each and every one of you 👶🏻👶🏼👶🏽👶🏾👶🏿✨✨