Heyy?? I guess I need people

So basically it's kinda complicated my dad left before I was born and I was an accident. My mom trains dogs and has a VERY busy schedule and my family doesn't trust me to be alone in my house so I'm at my grandparents house like a lot. Anyway my grandma verbally abuses me and I now have mild depression and social anxiety. My life is rough that's how I describe it anyway. And all my "friends" or at leased lie and say they are my friends left so yeah. Recently I met 2 girls and there really close to me now and my other 2 friends are in drumline with me so yeah. Ahh uh huh AND (sorry I promise I'm trying to shorten this) I have a HUGE secret that I've told a couple people but other than that no one in my fam knowes. Ah dm me and I'll tell you or just comment I guess and maby we can chat I'll leave my snap and inst. Down below

Snap: Autumn-Frank. Insta: me_and_miles