Lately, everything has been too hard. My parents are getting a divorce, im in college, my bf and i are on the rocks and the only friend i ever had is not my friend anymore... that on top of my anxiety and depression that i fee like the symptoms of such grow everyday...

I really really wanna die right now. I feel like i have no purpose except to be sad and get angry really quickly and make a fool of myself. But im not suicidal. I just don't wanna be here anymore.

I can't tell anyone bc my family is super religious they wouldnt understand. People that don't know tell me to grow up as suck it up.... but how do I do that?