I can't believe I'm pregnant again. We were taking precautions but I guess God had a different plan for us. We have 5 daughters currently so I am hoping that this will be our son we have been hoping for. I need prayers right now. Right before we found out we lost our house and had to stay with his parents and then I found out a few day in. I was completely devastated to be honest. I didn't understand why God would allow this to happen right now. My family and friends immediately told me I should abort. It was so hard to just wake up every day. We decided to keep the baby and walk in faith. We are moving into a new place tomorrow YAY. I am now 12 weeks pregnant and hoping for a boy. I know that soon I will understand why we had to go through hell. Just wanted to vent and as the saying goes if your going through hell just keep on moving. It does get better slowly but it does.