About an hour ago I felt I needed to go pee. As I got up the toilet was all red. When I wiped all red.

I’ve never been so scared in my life.

I immediately call my husband as I’m still sitting on the toilet crying uncontrollably. He doesn’t work far (thank goodness) and immediately comes home.

I call my dr office which feels like they’re taking forever to find someone to talk too. They schedule me blood work and say that if I fill a pad in an hour to go to the ER. I know there isn’t much they can do. There isn’t anything anyone can do.

I’m 7w1d today. I feel no symptoms anymore. It’s all gone. Might be because of the adrenaline rush from all this. I’m writing this as I’m sitting in the waiting room for them to do the blood work.

I’m scared that I’m loosing my baby.