UPDATES :

someone tell me I am seeing things.

I'm only 19. My boyfriend told me that he is infertile, and he's done tests before that came back telling him that he is not capable of having children.

I've had pregnancy scares before with him but he's always told me that if I ever turned out pregnant that it's not possible to be his.

We have had unprotected sex with him finishing inside before for months, and I never got pregnant, my periods always came on time so I believed him.

I've only been having sex with him, but since he says he's infertile he isnt going to believe me.

I'm terrified .. Im not ready to have kids.

Please dont judge me by saying I shouldnt be having sex if I didnt want the risk.

UPDATE‼️ He is Very upset.

We talked and he doesn't believe me at all and he got really angry with me and said that it's not his. I have not had sex with anyone else and I'm so heartbroken and dont know what to do..

I broke down and cried so hard infront of him and he just sat there saying "Why are you crying? Can you stop"

It hurts so much knowing that I am telling the truth but he's so stubborn that he refuses to believe me.

I dont think that he is lying .... He has brought this up so many times that it would be such a long running lie to keep up with.

(when i said "i'd do this" I was offering to do paternal testing during pregnancy which is something that i looked up and apparently its a thing, but he didnt want to hear it.)

He said he'd "be there for me" but he doesnt know what to say. I dont think he wants to stay together. For a while now we have been pretty rocky, and This just makes everything so much worse.

I'm unemployed and currently looking for housing, he is also looking for apartments but I'm not going to be moving with him because I dont have a job and cant pay for it.

I can see him leaving, And I'm going to be alone and stuck with his child. I am not ready to have kids and given all of the circumstances, I'm not capable of raising a child in a healthy environment.

I AM HEARTBROKEN AND TERRIFIED.

I do not know what to do.. I asked him if he still loves me and he didnt want to answer, everything is falling apart and I'm scared.

Sorry for this update being so Depressing but I just needed a space to vent ..