Me and this boy was besties and I could tell he was a nice man at the time he had a girlfriend for one year but we was only friends nothing else but than they had a big argument and months after me and him got more and more close but the girl(his old girlfriend ) sister started bullying me because of the way me and the boy got closer but this boy he was my love I loved him with all my heart and I was scared to show it because I’m not confident! But me and him was never going out but we was cute together we was meeting everyday going for food just tryna spend and bit of the day together. But than he started talking to his ex again which my best friend ward me would happen I should of listened but I did I fell in love... so him and the girl go back out now to shorten the story but I still love him I feel incomplete with him I saw a future with him I meet his mum and everything and now I watch his snapchat and he’s going on holidays with this new girl and all I can think about is this should be me it could of been me I could of beeen with him right now staying over hugging him and now I just feel so low and cut off and I love able. What should I do ? I should speak to him?