I feel like I have word vomit right now. Every single emotion inside me is bubbling to the surface and I just need a place to blurt it out and feel safe in doing so.

Friendships. I have lost a couple of friends in the last year that I considered relatively close people to me. After significant changes in their lives, it caused our relationships to fall apart amongst other things. It’s fricken sad to me, I miss some aspects, of those relationships

Miscarriage. This is so hard. It was something I didn’t understand until I went through the hook affect of seeing my positives, then them diminishing and bleeding start. I want to complete our family so badly, and our last baby, is what we are trying for now, I am confused with my body. I am frustrated because I have been trying to be in more tune with no luck.

I just want to be pregnant & into that next season of anticipating our families growth. I want to feel secure in relationships with friends that I supported through their seasons of change, as I anticipate my own season of change. It’s such a weird feeling and so many emotions are flowing through me. 😭

Anyways, if you’ve read this far, I appreciate you. 🙏🏼