Just need a little rant sorry

Around 7:30pm I started getting a sore throat as I was putting my LO down and i instantly knew it was going to be bad news for me.

Two hours later LO wakes up which she never does cause she wants to be fed. So I feed her and then she starts the sneezing. I’m thinking please god just be her sneezing and not a cold.

Fast forward another hour. Me and my partner have a fight triggering an anxiety attack which I haven’t had one since before baby was born.

Now 12:30am. Managed to calm myself down and bubs wakes up, snotty nose and hungry.

I’m in for a long night and I imagine a lot of tears over the next few days because this is babies first cold and my first dose of postpartum anxiety 😭