So, I’m at a point in my life where people are asking me if I’m planning on having children in the future, and I always reply telling them that I don’t like children, and don’t want any, but in truth I want children so badly. I’m just afraid of being as bad of a mother as mine was (especially since I don’t really have a better role model other than my elder sister) and I don’t want any child to have to go through that.

I really needed to get that out.