Why is she so mad at me? Like I call everyone dude. If I am addressing a whole group of our friends its hey you guys. Yes I do admit I do sometimes have a tough time with pronouns.and I get for with myself for it I will be talking to the person and I will go sh....he....the...

Apchi helicopter.... because if I have known said person since 3rd grade and she was a he till we were both 16 then he turned in to a she. And I take change really slow it takes a hot minute for me to adjust to everything. I don't get it like when we talk 1on1 I use her chosen name and everything. I just have a hard time with pronouns. I have a hard time with my own pronoun. Because some days I am a boy others i am a girl some i am neither. Yah being non binary is so much fun...(not really) I just dont get why she gets so mad when I do something with my other girl friends and she is not invited. I have to tell her hey you live in a different state than me first of all. Second you never showed up to begin with . Third these ladys dont mind being called guys. I am not about to change the way I am over night. And she is not about to make me feel like shit for me slowly luring to use people's preferred pronouns. Please no hate it takes me forever to get pronouns in 5 weeks