Testing addict

So since finding out I'm pregnant for the 3rd time I've been worried sick because of my previous miscarriages. I test so much... yesterday and today my tests are a little lighter than they were before. It was the first urine of the day. It's still visible but just lighter. I'm between 5 and 6 weeks pregnant.

I'm so worried, I just want this lil baby to stay with us so badly that testing was giving me so much hope, now the test is lighter I'm worried. I haven't bled or had pain... comment, give me hope and advice. Anything!?