I've cried so much over feeling guilty that my 2 and a half year old probably feels replaced by her nb brother. My parents have taken her twice for the weekend and I spent the night crying over the fact that I missed her. But she probably loved being there and hated being at home. I feel so guilty that I don't spend much time with her. I'm exhausted. Even during my pregnancy I was so drained and this heat isn't helping.

Side note: I diagnosed myself with PPD. I have every symptom.