My SO and I have been trying to get pregnant for 7 years with no luck. I've finally got to see a specialists who diagnosed me with PCOS. It's a little heart breaking how hard it is and the things we have done and will have to do to try and conceive but that's life. Today at work our 20 year old intern went to doctor due to not feeling well and discovered shes 4 months pregnant. This tall, beautiful, skinny young girl had no idea. She told people in the office and inside I felt my heart tear a little bit.

No I'm not upset at her. I'm upset at the process it's been for us to even get close to being pregnant. I've had surgery, procedures, drugs, diets, sex every other day, sex everyday, test and test and its tiring. So when I went home from work I guess I was a little down in the dumps and my fiance noticed and I told him another girl at work announced her pregnancy and in fact had no idea she was pregnant. He gave me a stern look and made me feel like shit because I was upset at the fact that shes pregnant and I'm not.

I gold nothing against her or any other woman that boasts their pregnant. I just wish for once it was my turn, you know? I'm 27 now .. I just thought I'd be a mother by now.