I feel like a dairy cow! It takes forever. I'm fucking exhausted, my husband sleeps all night while I'm up at 10 12 2 4 6 ect.....She will wake up hungry I will change her feed her burp her, then change her again because she poops during feedings, then feed her from the other breast, burp her again, then spend a half hour putting her back to sleep just to do it all over again in a couple hours. I know it will get easier and I'm just tired and cranky. My husband is up at 4 am for work and most nights I haven't slept yet. I want to start pumping so someone else can feed her once in a while but with my husband leaving for work so early I don't expect him to pull night duty. 😫😫😫😫 just a tired mamma ranting.....I'm pretty good at just sucking it up. I know its what's best for her so I'm happy to do it. Just wish it weren't so hard.