Engagement
TTL; Guess what. I just got dumped by my 1 year fiance over a fb text. But im more worried about him commiting suicide.
He's been depressed these days because he's broke. He says his sister was right about him being a failiure. He says he loves me but he wants me to be happy. He says he just makes me unhappy. Which isnt true at all. Every morning i get woken up with kisses and breakfast in bed. At least twice a month i got flowers. He helps me eith everything. He never lets me carry shopping bags. He massages me every day. He even got me a pet. He's absoultely amazing. Yet he still thinks i'm too good for him. Two days ago he told me he wants to break up and he's going to florida (mind u we live together in south europe) . I cried infront of him for about 2 hours and then he told me he wasnt planning on making it to florida. He was planning to kill himself and breaking up with me and then killing himself wouldnt hurt me as much if he did it as if we were dating. So he said he wont do anything and well keep up with everything. Ive always tried my best to show him how much i love him, how perfect he is to me, how i dont care about what he has or doesnt have, and that our sad moments all pass and i dont think about it. I remind him since the start that ge is never alone and id fo through hell and back with him. Bur he doesn't seem to accept that. And an hour ago he told me we are breaking up because he "doesnt have anything to offer me and he just hurts me". He stopped reading my texts. He kept repeating that he loves me and hoe hes sorry for everything and how hell love me forever and always. I could hear him cry when he sent me audio messages. I dont know what to do. How do i call? How do i tell? Im broken and at this point honestly id be happy even to see him with someone else, i just want him to stay alive.
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