Hey guys i want advice on something , i’ve been in a relationship with this guy who is absolutely perfect he’s my type in every single way , looks , personality, mentality everything . At least i thought .. recently we’ve been arguing a lot and ignoring each-other a lot going two three days without a single word , our most recent fight was about me going to festivals , he said he wont accept it , and just as we were about to break up and hung up the phone he text me saying “ fuck every thing , do whatever you want , im not going to leave a girl like you over something like this “ and everything was okay , suddenly soon after i told him i’ve been annoyed for the past few months due to our lack of communication and his lack of affection, after talking and talking , it ended up in him getting annoyed and i hung up . This was two weeks ago , we haven’t spoke a word since , and i don’t know what to get from it , he puts up break up quotes on his social media , but we haven’t even had a break up conversation, anyways i was feeling down so my friends took me out with their guy friends and we started hanging out a lot as a group and me and one of the guys hit it off , we start chatting a lot and talking more than the others , today the guy held my hand so tight and wouldn’t let go , i feel horrible and have mixed emotions, i feel as if i’m cheating yet not cheating but also i feel like i cant break up with my boyfriend because i still picture him as my future husband , i just really dont know what to do .. hellllppp