Losing my mind

Ke

A chemical/miscarriage really ruins all the joy of a new pregnancy. Long story short I had a chemical in May and found out I was pregnant again July 20 at (according to LMP) 3 weeks and 3 days.

Cut to now. No spotting, morning sickness started today (fuuunnnn) and I had a hCG blood test during week 4 with the first one being 159 then three days later jumping to 850! So all signs point to good.

I’m still losing it. I’ve had dull cramps pretty much consistently all day and all I can think is that something is going to go wrong. My last chemical was at 4 weeks 5 days I’m now at 5 weeks 3 days. I have my first appointment on Thursday but it’s not an ultrasound just like a confirmation of pregnancy yadda yadda yadda. I’m so nervous and trying to relax. Anyone else going through or have been though this? Every time I try looking things up on Dr. Google or this app I see posts about spontaneous miscarriages at 9+ weeks. Help please?