Why is this so hard and disappointing???

Rachelle

We’ve been trying for 6 months and NOTHING! Last month my cycle was 16 days late and we were so sure it was going to be our month and again another negative. My husband had a sperm analysis done and the doctor said he produces at twice the normal average so now I feel like I’m the issue. I have a few medical issues (nothing to crazy) and I’m concerned that we’ll never be able to conceive because of it. I’ve always had irregular periods but for the last year they’ve been pretty regular. Suddenly they’re irregular again. Last month I had headaches, and late periods. I experienced nausea all the time. Fatigue. All of it! So we were really excited. I took 4 test and got all negatives. I was scheduled for an HSG and the doctor refused to perform it because I hadn’t had my period since June 15 and we were very active, so she said I could still be pregnant and needed blood work. The day before the bloodwork was scheduled af decided it was time to make an appearance. Every negative hurts. Especially when you watch your circle announce pregnancies, give birth and get rid of pregnancies. Now Tuesday I’m scheduled for to have the HSG done and I’m having so much anxiety that something is going to be wrong.