Me and my soulmate broke up cause he understands that I slept with his friend before him ...

Is it true love ? I didn't cheat on him

I couldn't tell him that I slept with his friend months before him ...

He doesn't want me anymore

What do you think ? Is it a chance to be with him again ? He says I can't cause i don't want to be with someone who was with my friend

What about If I tell him about his friend that told me his secret ???!! Is it a chance to forgive me ?

I begged him ... he doesn't want to see me at the first days and he blocked me ! And now he unblocked me after 2 days 😭😭 but he keeps telling me I can't 😭😭😭😭 what should I do ?