I have an almost 2 year old, and every time myself and my partner spoke about age gaps, it was always agreed to start trying for second baby just before the first ones second birthday. Now whenever I mention having the coil removed and wanting another baby, he just shrugs it off and changes the conversation. 3 close people in the last month have shared with me their positive tests and their worries because they don't want a child yet. Yet here I am getting upset about not being pregnant... But on the other hand find myself silly thinking that as I have the coil in. Still looking at ovulation days and praying for an 'accident' (I'm on the copper coil so normal cycles)

Am I literally just going crazy? Every time I try to tell me partner how much I really want to be pregnant again, it's like he pretends he didn't hear me and will ask me something completly irrelevant to it. The temptation to just have the coil removed is unreal, but I would never do that to him as it's a choice we have to make together. My sister in law knows I want more children, but no to this extent. There's just no one to talk to about the way I'm feeling. I work on the maternity ward with newborns and get so god damn broody and wish everyday to be cradling my bump again, to be up in the early hours rocking a bubba off to sleep, to have a second chance at breastfeeding as now I've been trained fully on it for my job I know I'll get further than I did last time. Is it just me? Or do others feel like this too? 😩😩