i just feel so ugly when i see myself in pictures and i just think that i’ll never amount to anything because people won’t want to look at me or have me around because looks is all anyone focuses on these days. i keep trying to not think about it but i can’t stop when everyone around me is so beautiful and even though i have a boyfriend i feel embarrassed that i’m with him because he’s so out of my league and people have already said that i’m ugly and it’s weird that he’s with me. i just don’t know how to make myself feel better and gain confidence, makeup doesn’t make me feel better either. i hate that feeling so ugly always holds me back but it does and i can’t help it, i never get in pictures with my friends because i can’t stand to see myself and it upsets me because i feel left out of pictures and things like that. :(