I can’t even look at myself in a mirror without pointing out every single flaw on my face. Every pimple, every scar, every birth mark, every single little thing. There’s not a single day where I don’t feel ugly. Where I don’t feel like I look like shit. Because I do and I know other people think that about me as well. I see how they stare at me and whisper when I walk by. I know that they are talking about my face. They feel bad for me and wish that they could help.

Girls look at my face and thanks god that they don’t have to live with looking like that. Boys never find me attractive and would never give me a chance. My parents tries to boost my confidence but it only makes me feel worse. People tell me that I one day will find love, they promise me that. But who would even give me a chance. Who would want to wake up next to me for the rest of their life? I don’t have looks so who would even bother to take the time to get to know me?

What can I do to fix this?