When is it finally going to be my time... after a miscarriage at 6 weeks in May and now a chemical pregnancy this week, my heart just can’t take much more. 1 year and 2 months of trying. 1 year and 2 months of heartache, brokenness, and complete disappointment. Why is my body betraying me, what more can I do to make this happen... why do others who aren’t even trying get to experience this beautiful blessing I so desperately want and not me... I honestly am to the point I just look up to the heavens daily and scream why god why, what more can you possibly take away from me? What more do I need to do to prove to you that my husband and I are ready for this, what more do you want from me because I don’t know what else more I can give. I am broken, completely broken.