Daycare ? 🤷‍♀️ Help!

Ok ladies I want your input on daycare. What’s your experiences been?! My LO is just over 4 months. I went back to work @ 12 weeks. Right now I’m working 4 days/week. We have help from both grandmas. Each GMA has two days every week. It’s really nice don’t get me wrong but it definitely has down falls too. Honestly there’s been some concerns that I really didn’t foresee. Not napping him, putting him in front of the TV (like a lot) and they’re already giving me lists of dates they’re unavailable. So I have to take off work and idk how much available time I’ll have to do that. When I got my son on Fri night he was an absolute zombie, literally didn’t even look like his normal self. So anyways, I’ve been halfway considering taking the plunge to working 5 days a week. In this case I’ll do daycare. But I just don’t know???!!! I’m so scared and emotional just thinking about it 😢 But I’m really not too happy with our current situation either. It’s kinda like we’re mixing business with pleasure, if that makes sense? I feel like I just want the grandmas to be grandmas and not “nanny’s.”