On the 19th I took a very positive okp test. I thought I felt some twinges within that time range as well but I've felt them before and had it be nothing. On the 25th I had cramping that I knew wasn't normal or at the right time. I took a test and had a bfp. Cramped and restless all night that night. All the cramping and stabbing was in one little spot on my right side really low. Like a laser shooting at it. I thought maybe it was normal stuff. My very full and darkened nipples returned back to normal about 2 days later and with super light spotting my heart sank. I wasn't sure then but I know now I'm miscarrying. My hcg levels dropped and my doctor said it won't be viable. I'm just starting shedding my lining now..

Do you think this was a chemical? It was very early (around 3wk) Please help me understand what this could have been. Do you think anything I've done could have caused this? I don't drink but I do use cannabis. I know it's probably a chromosomal issue or it didn't implant or divide properly but....I just....can't stop trying to figure it all out. It happened so fast? I thought maybe I was further along because the line was so dark but when I went in a few days later it was only 56ml.

Just looking for other experiences and thoughts on what you think this was..