Yesterday I learned I have no self control and I totally get it now to the women who get pregnant right after giving birth

Im only 5 w pp

I’m not bleeding or anything

But I want to wait to have sex until my doctor checks me (although I may just call and ask)

But anyways

SO and I were getting sexyyyy

We were making out, which led to him playing with me, which led to me rubbing on him, which led to me on top of him without pants and just bare rubbing, to just the tip.

Girllllls I was dying

I kept trying to talk him into putting it all the way but he would not let me 😩😩😩 bc he said he didn’t want to hurt me

And I’m so used to just... unprotected baby making sex

Idk what I’m going to do between the time I’m supposed to be on birth control

Bc I have no self control

I know logically, condoms. Duh

And I’ll probably go out and get some today so when it is time we don’t fuck up

But I just feel like a teenager and these hormones are raging