Struggling

My daughter is 3 months and I am hating being a mom right now. I thought I would love having kids and being a mom but I just have no patience anymore.

I feel like I am failing because she still is struggling with her latch and is still waking up 2-3 times a night and my friends who have children her age are already somehow sleeping through the night.

I don’t want to have sex because I am too tired.

My husband works all day, so I feel bad asking him for more help. I tried getting him to do the 4am feeding but then I don’t get more sleep anyway because he is always asking for my help. She just started being more fussy and sleeping less (is it possible to have a 3 month sleep regression rather than 4?)

I am working on my own business and I am cleaning and cooking and I am just so done.

He gets to be at work all day and doesn’t understand how exhausting being with our daughter all day is.

I want to have more kids, but I also don’t want to ever again if this is what my life will look like forever. When will I feel human again?

I know I am not the only person who feels this way, but with social media pushing only the happy mom moments in my face all day I feel like a failure.