I don’t even know how I feel right now. Crying but not happy. I Lost a pregnancy at 10 weeks back in April. I’m so scared this one won’t work out. I don’t know how I’ll handle it happening again.

I was gonna post asking about the faint line but it developed a bit and I don’t even think it’s that faint anymore.

We tried so hard with scheduling and tracking and icky side effects from medication to try and make me ovulate, and lots of doubt and heartache on my part. This should be happy and exciting, last time I was over the moon. I’m just feeling dread, like losing it is a when not an if. Hoping some of you can maybe be excited instead and make it a little less scary.