Update: I'm currently 7 weeks pregnant again and due may 16th which was when my baby was born. I also found out 4 months to the day when I was told she wasn't going to live. If that isn't a sign that my baby wants me to be happy I don't know what is. I hope you all the best of luck ❤️❤️

So I lost my baby girl at 20 weeks. Went for our 20 week scan and was told she was filled with fluid. Was seriously swollen. I was induced and gave birth on the 16th May 2019. Its been what 20 weeks?? I can't believe I'm even thinking this but we are trying again. Me my partner and my 3 year old son were so excited. We then found out she was a girl 2 weeks after I had her and my heart dropped. Fast-forward 8 weeks we had the postmortem results and she has turner's syndrome. Which means she was missing a chromosome. Is it wrong that we want to try again? We think about cece (named by my son) everyday. We have her ashes in our front room. She will be very loved everyday of the rest of our lives. People say we are trying to replace her but nothing ever will. Everytime I see anything like brother and sister I burst into tears. Has anyone had a healthy baby after a loss? Doesn't help my cousin just had a baby girl and I can't help thinking what could of been. Seeing my son live and kiss her breaks my heart.