Once again my body let me down yet again...I started my period!! This really just sucks every time I even think I might be pregnant I get a slap in the face by Aunt Flo!!! I was 2 days late and I thought maybe this is our month maybe now I’ll become a mom!! Nope aunt flo showed up this morning...I’m so tired of being let down I just want to be pregnant and be a mom!! I just don’t understand why these woman out there that don’t deserve children get pregnant like that and yet here I have on year five and not one positive pregnancy test!! I just feel hopeless like it’s never gonna happen!! Like what if it doesn’t it’s gonna really suck bc it’s the one thing I want most in life is to have children!! It is honestly really heartbreaking and it’s killing me. My sister also just had her baby Saturday morning and I’m absolutely in love with my niece but I’m also really jealous at the same time, my little sister had a baby before me!! I just really hope my time will come, bc right now I feel like it won’t!! Anyways sorry about the big rant just have none to talk to about it!! I pray that all of who are struggling with getting pregnant get your BFP!!❤️❤️