Post partum depression.

Does anyone have suggestions on ways I can connect with my baby more? I think I have a bit of PPD and I'm having a hard time feeling love for him which sounds so horrible. I promise I'm the best mother I can be and he is being well taken care of but I'm not feeling the same connection that I had with my first baby. I feel awful for even admitting it. I was doing so well in the beginning but lately I'm having such a hard time feeling like myself.