ladies i need some advice

Alyssa

i am 17 and have NEVER been in a relationship or had a boyfriend and i am ready to be in a relationship at this point in my life. I feel like i’ll never get one and knowing this really lowers my self-esteem and i just feel like its something wrong with me. I can be a little mean sometimes but only if that same energy is given to me first, other than that i feel like i’m really nice and funny once people get to know me. So i’m saying all of this to say WHAT SHOULD I DO I NEED SOME ADVICE.