Feeling overwhelmed 😭😭😭

Paola

She’s on me like a leach ! .. all day everyday sucking on me , she don’t take good naps cause when she is napping she wakes up when she notices she’s not on it .. night time is also bad , it takes me hours to make her sleep and when she is finally knocked out , I struggle putting her down like a ticking bomb hoping and actualllllyyy praying she don’t wake up 😭 in her crib so I can have a couple hours of sleep , I don’t even talk to my husband , we don’t watch tv at all we just lay in our bed that’s a few feet away hoping we will sleep well tonight .. it got so bad he is considering buying a inflatable bed .. our lives are completely over !!! She won’t eat real food now she just wants breast milk .. I tried cow milk , but she won’t take it .. I’m exhausted , sleep deprived , sex deprived and over my limit .. I wouldn’t hurt my baby I love her soooooo much but I can really understand women who have no help and flip out .. my husband works all day and then 3 days a week goes to the gym .. my parents are no help cause she’s way too attached to me to be with someone else .. GOD HELP ME !!! She’s 18 months really cute but killing meeeee