Pregnant but wasn’t trying and not sure how to feel about it

Hi ladies, after my recent MMC at 12 weeks, DH and I decided to take a break from trying. We have a lot going on in the upcoming months. Moving to a new state, starting a new job etc and we were going to hold off until next year when we were more settled. I started BC and we had sex a couple times and used a condom. But I’m pregnant now and I feel horrible that I’m not thrilled about it. It’s going to be tough now with all these plans. I usually have a HORRIBLE first trimester. Sick all the time and just absolutely miserable. We wanted a ‘fresh start’ and I’m just nervous now about how we are going to tackle this. It’s not how we wanted to start our new journey but I guess God had other plans.

I would love any and all encouragement to help me get excited about this. I feel guilty for not being excited but really hoping that can change 💕