Because of everything that we’ve been through we aren’t telling a soul, including parents, unless we make it to close to the 12 week mark. So this is really the only outlet I have. This was our last month to ttc before we would have had to take a very very long break because of weddings I’m in and a Disney trip we planned. I still can’t believe it happened. I’ve miscarried twice in the last year and I’m absolutely TERRIFIED I’m going to lose this baby too. Literally every time I go to the bathroom I have such anxiety wondering if I’ll see that I’ve started bleeding. My obgyn won’t see me until September when I’d be almost 9 weeks, which is farther than I’ve gotten with my losses. Please send me sticky vibes and any advice to not be such a paranoid lunatic right now is extremely appreciated...right now I feel like I’m too scared to get happy or excited 😓