My ex (we’ll call him Jay) and I have a lot of history. Long story short, we were doomed from the start. We had a lot of issues in the beginning with my ex trying to get between us and we let him the first time around. I let him the second time around and had to beg Jay to give me a second chance and prove that I could be good to him.

He finally gave me that second chance and I fucked it up again after 5 months. I was in Florida on vacation and the same ex talked me in to sending nudes to him. He also convinced me that Jay was using me for sex, didn’t love me and was cheating on me with his ex. I don’t know why I believed it but I did and part of me thinks I believed it because we were 2500 miles away from each other and he could be doing anything especially considering we were fighting about his ex. We were on and off till November of 2017 (we got together in January). I fought and fought for him and he broke it off every time because he didn’t trust me and I didn’t blame him but I didn’t want to give up on him.

He currently has a new girlfriend and she added me on Snapchat not that long ago. Today, she posted a picture them together and he looks beyond happy and I’m so happy for him. He was such a sweetheart and deserves the best that comes his way. He’s an amazing guy and he deserves to be happy. I’m so happy for him and I wish I could tell him that but I don’t want it to be awkward because we haven’t talked in over a year. I just hope life works out in his favor and that this girl treats him the way I should have treated him. Tonight I’ll be saying a prayer for him and his family (whom I still care deeply for). And if y’all could say a prayer for them too, I’d appreciate it.

I’m just so genuinely happy for him.❤️❤️