Is there something I’m doing wrong? :(

This is my second time charting and also my second round of letrozole that I just *failed*... AF came back late last night which I was basically just waiting for considering my bbt drop..

I can’t help but ask these questions over and over in my head and I know my doc will laugh them off so I’m getting them off my chest here with you guys and while this is mostly rambling and I don’t at all expect anyone to sit here and analyze for me, maybe someone will be able to relate and give me clarity on something?

-Are the sperm and egg just not at all meeting?? Why?? My HSG test earlier this year showed that my uterus was kind of upside down instead of upright like most women but he didn’t say that was an issue or abnormal... which way is it tipped?? Forward or backward? Could it be that it’s making it hard for the sperm to reach the egg?! Or hard for the fertilized egg to make it back to the uterus?? What if the arrangement is so messed up that the egg isn’t even able to find the Fallopian tube?? What’s going on in there? What can I do to fix it? A different sex position? A yoga workout? 😰

-Letrozole seems to be regulating my cycles which were almost absent before due to pcos and that’s great but when I look closely, it looks like this second cycle moved back a day shorter than my first.. is this bad? Do I have a short luteal and that’s why I don’t get implantation? Do I need to take B6 or something?

-The doc said my progesterone level on CD21 this cycle was “24” and seemed very happy about it, maybe it’s good progress for me as someone who was dealing with anovulatory cycles before, but I don’t know what that number means as far as conceiving? Are my eggs actually maturing enough after all these years of pcos cysts? Are they healthy enough to accept sperm? Do I need extra supplements??

-We didn’t BD the day after ovulation and I really felt it wasn’t necessary this time because I literally felt the twinges the moment I O’d and we did it that evening. Should I have done it again the next morning?

-Do I need to keep my feet up after?

-I take pink stork prenatals, the one with myo inositol for pcos along with metformin. Do I need to try something else? Is there some secret super conception elixir I’m missing out on? :(

Again this is the stuff that consumes me day after day and I know it’s not all in my control. I see women that are bravely taking up options like

IVF

after years of trying and I have to stay humble as I am nowhere near that level of strength yet. Here goes letrozole round 3. If anyone actually made it through this post without rolling their eyes, thank you for just listening! 😅❣️