Been talking to this guy for forever he’s 4 years older than me. Okay let’s just say I’m smitten. He gives me a lot of attention. He’s paid for all four of the dates we’ve been on. Only thing is we met last September and last time we hung out was March. You’re thinking ooh sis cut him off!! But damn when we do hang out it’s awesome and he’s sweet. We have the same interests and I’ve met his roommate who’s also his best friend. He’s my favorite person and I get so happy when I talk to him. I miss him and I hope to hang out with him soon. We stopped talking because he got too sexual but I snapped him a few weeks ago and we’re talking again. So basically we’re friends, find each other attractive, share the same interests. He used to text me when he was drunk but stopped when we stopped talking. He said he thinks about me I’m assuming a lot. I honestly like love him. I’m not very experienced sexually or relationship wise but he actually turns me on and he’s so funny he jokingly picked my nose last time we hung out. He hints things like “marry me” I could go on and on about him but ugh yeah. Like even my baby fever is up. I sent him a pic of me in my bathing suit and he’s like you’re the sexiest person I’ve ever seen like oh God you’re perfect. I think I’ve got him whipped because before we sorta hooked up I didn’t sleep with anyone for a year and I was super tight. He also says I’m so cute all the time and he’s like look at your face!! When I snap him. He’s not afraid to double text or snap me when I don’t open the snaps. He’s a little awkward too but I like weird. I’m afraid because I really really like him but I don’t respond right away. I know I need to be at my peace and creating an awesome life for me and I definitely really like him but if I don’t know what he wants from me I have to distance myself because I end up getting too attached and heartbroken if he doesn’t want a relationship. He’s my best friend even though we don’t know everything about each other. If I get to hang out with him soon I will freakin run into his arms and cry I have it SO bad!!! I’m typing like I’m 15 but I’m really 23 UGH.