My ex

Some and my boyfriend broke up a few weeks ago and I miss him so much I guess we both do , we don’t want to go bakc into a relationship because it was too much for us 😞but I now were like the best of mates and we call and text most of the day ,and when we meet we end up kissing ect but to me it sounds like fwb and I don’t want it to be like that 😣 because he’s someone special to me and if I say something to him well I don’t think he will feel the same cus he could of said he missed me because he wanted something 😔