I'm bi and my bestfriend and I have gone through alot with guys and we both were joking around saying that we were going to turn lesbian bc of the way that guys had treated us (she didnt know I was bi at the time) I later found out she was hinting to something...

She texted me and said "be my girlfriend" just like that. Joking around I said okay, we've done the whole joking thing before... And then she was like "No I mean it, I love you. Please date me" so I told her that I'd try it but I didn't want to mess our friendship up. When we kissed, it was beautiful... But we decided that we weren't ready to come out to everyone and keeping it a secret was too hard to do... She asked me again later on and I told her that I still wasn't ready to come out and I finally said okay we can go on a date and if the same feeling was there, I'd come out and we could make it official and then she said that she didn't know anymore because of our friendship... I agree to a point but there was such a feeling there that I've never had before... And I think we would make such a cute couple!!!

Do I let her go or keep pushing it?