My sister is about to have her baby, we were both pregnant at the same time. She announced before I could, but I was further along. Having had multiple losses we didn’t want to announce to family and friends til we knew for sure jellybean was sticking. Fast forward to 14.5 weeks and just before my sister’s baby shower I have heavy bleeding and cramping, at the maternity clinic the ultrasound shows no heartbeat. I’m devastated, my baby would’ve been 5 weeks now. Is it bad of me not to want to be around my sister as much. It also doesn’t help that 3 of my friends are currently pregnant and all due within the next couple month. I’ve declined all the invites to their baby shower because it hurts too much to be around ppl who get to take their baby home. I’m happy for them, but can’t be around anything baby related right now.