help!!!

Anna

so my boyfriend is very well endowed (like a good 8-9in and slightly thinner than my wrist) but i’m scared that i won’t be able to satisfy him because i’ll be in pain the whole time. i’m not a virgin and haven been for a while. we have messed around before but i’ve always chickened out. i want to on monday when he comes and stays the night but i need some advice what do i do? do i just grit through it?