i haven’t eaten for 10 days

i’m scared to eat

i’ll get fat

i tried to eat but then i felt guilty

i threw it al up

sometimes i get sad and feel empty

so i try to fill back up

i eat more than a farm animal does in a year

i feel bad for everyone who cares about me

i’m useless because i’m not amazing at anything i do

everyone has their thing

but i don’t

it’s like a piece of me is missing,

a hole

the hole inside me is growing

taking over

i’m sorry.