My two kids (ages 4 years and 4 months) get put to bed at 8pm. I'm a stay at home mom, so I'm with them all day every day... I don't have any sitter/childcare options. Its just me. My fiance is little to no help with them.

Lately I cant help but count down the minutes until bedtime each day. About 5:00pm I start watching the clock secretly begging those hands to move faster so I can put them in bed and finally have a moment to myself.

Am I a bad mom for this?? I just feel so exhausted and mentally overwhelmed by the end of each day..