The other night I dreamed that I had sex with an ex from a long time ago. It was weirdly amazing, but it was secretive. We were in a hotel room. He was my first love and I guess he has always had a place in my heart even after all these years. He moved on, and so did I. I love my current boyfriend, he’s my best friend. But he’s about to leave for a year while I stay here and now I dream about my former flame? I woke up feeling so guilty, like I cheated on him.

Then last night I dreamed that my boyfriend and I got married, but the wedding was nothing like I hoped for or planned. Again, I woke up feeling guilty. I know I can’t control my dreams but it makes me feel like a horrible person..