Hi

I’m 7weeks and 5days today with twins, I have a 7month old girl before. My mental health hasn’t been really good now for a long time and I’m just really really scared and nervous. The past 5 weeks have been so hard because of all the symptoms that come with pregnancy and having to take care of my sweet little girl while barely being able to stand on my feet some days. I’m so nervous for when and if god allows my little twins to arrive, my fiancé works full time and I’m just working on my mental health so I don’t work and haven’t for a while now and my family lives 6hours away from me and I don’t have any friends in this town so most of the time I’m alone (with our daughter) when he’s at work. I’m freaking out that I won’t be able to do it. Don’t misunderstand though, I want them more than everything and love them so much even though I’m not that far along, I just wish I would know how everything would be since the unknown scares me and gives me anxiety and I always expect the worst.

Any tips or anything that I can do to ease my mind and maybe some stories from your own experiences (not necessarily from mental health issues but having a kid before and then having twins and what it was like, routine and stuff like that)