Feeling broken.. 💔

Since I was thirteen I’ve had a problem with cysts on my ovaries. Age 13 was my first operation just simply getting a cyst removed. Then I started birth control a few years later and things were fine. Fast forward 10 years (to this January) and I started having really bad sharp pain in my pelvic area- bad to the point I was in tears and in the ER. I then had to have an emergency ultrasound, which turned out I had another cyst but this time my left ovary/fallopian tube was infected and leaking fluid that was harmful. So February of this year I had my left ovary and fallopian tube removed. So here I am with just my right side left standing and I started having pain last week, sharp pains again! Ultrasound was done yesterday and today I got a call saying it’s another cyst. Now I have to wait for the next steps and wait on my doctor to tell me exactly what the situation is. I know a lot of women go through this sort of thing but I’m just down in the dumps my GLOW friends.. my boyfriend and I have been trying to get pregnant for the past year, I got off birth control last year in August. Now here we are in August of this year, with only one ovary and now another cyst has come back to haunt me. Neither of us have had children yet and it’s something we’ve talked about for years.. we’ve been together for 4 years. Now I just feel like I’m broken and who knows if I may have to get my last ovary removed.. I just feel like I won’t get a chance to experience being pregnant and having a baby 😔