I gave birth 4 months ago with a c-section. I do not get any pains or anything near my scar, I think it has healed perfectly though I don't want sex. It's not that I don't want my boyfriend or anything. Nothing has changed, I still love him but I just don't want sex and he wants it. But he won't take no for an answer also most of the times since I've given birth I just cry. Most of the times. I feel like there's something putting pressure on me and on the other hand I just want to be alone at the same time I feel lonely. I really wish he could just put himself in my shoes but all he wants it's sex. I even cry while having sex but I don't think he gets it. Everything around me just feels so sad and dark. I don't want to lose him but I also just can't have sex because I don't want to lose him. I know some people will think I am selfish but 8 just don't want sex. Yes, I still have baby fat and very rough stretch marks on my belly but still. I don't think he cares about how I feel towards sex