Oral and Anal

So my bf and I had an argument about oral and anal sex the other day. He’s my first and only so I was new to everything. I’m always in a shell when it comes to experimenting and that has now become a deal breaker in our relationship for him. He prefers oral while I prefer penetration. I do it but not often enough for him. Then I’ve never fully done anal, more like just the tip. I want him to be satisfied but I also want to be comfortable as well. He’s now to the point where he doesn’t bring it up and the sex now feels different. I’ve tried watching porn but it’s just too dramatized for me. Any suggestions on how to get out of my shell and have a better sex life?🤷🏽‍♀️😪🧐